On my recovery journey, I have to wake up each day knowing that I am not at the top of the 'Recovery Class'
My addictions arent bat shit crazy enough and I continue to potter along as a functioning addict.
Sounds great... but it is very ho hum non progressive.
In fact, it is downright frustrating.
Sure, yes, aha I have definately grown within myself the last 3 and a half years. But when I see such a wonderful level of sobriety in other people, I could kick myself.
But then I get feedback from these 'sober' people and I hear alot of them tell me they wish they had my confidence, my vitality and my ability to go out into the world and just discover.